went bugis again. really a good place to shop. and btw..lost in translation is a sucky movie.

Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
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crapp lar..why couldnt i perform again?! shooting percentage was crappy. and great..it just had to be on the day of a crucial match! lost to tkgs..22-26 or something like that. everybody was damn sadded. all cause we could have won! beginning of match we were leading..but somehow 2nd quarter they scored 10 goals..and we only scored 3 and cause of that wan quarter, we lost.

depressing and ya..expected..coach scolded like mad. at least mr teo is more encouraging thank god..

gonna fail a maths? sadded mann. aiz- my shooting was way off!!and just as i dreaded, was totally off form. thank god it wasnt a strong team? the score was 50-3..we didnt even hit 60 goals. afterwards trained a bit..actually quite slack. cc was saying the way coach talks, she got lots of confidence in us this time. =]

today juniors' game..was raining so got postponed. lucky..i was kinda worried theyd be like us with geylang methodist last yr. haha..juniors damn cute. they got laces for their shoes so everyone was with red laces on left feet and black on their right. haha. and heck it, we seniors also gonna do that. wan ling all went to buy the laces. ya..thinking through netball..preparing for tomorrow's game..80 shots is coach's aim. must hit target!! haha..

a maths test tomorrow. mrs lim was saying if we fail the test tomorrow, might as well consider dropping a maths. that's a tempting option?

aiz- now must do chem. again. good news is deadline was extended by another week lar..but bad news is we still have to present most of our material tomorrow. like so far what we researched on and how we gonna make it layout in the actual book to get kids attention blah blah..crapp lar.

hmmx..kinda long since i blogged. by my standards anyways. can hardly remember much of what happened but i do remember peter pan!!haha..so handsome. and call me a hopeless romantic, i did tear at the end. haha.

theennn..today e-zone officially starts! ya..not much to say really. just now while other schools were playing we trained a bit. afterwards, we got back to the courts but for b div like a bit wasted mann. we were by ourselves till 7.30. aiz- past few days i really not much to say lar..only know im getting all retarded cause im beginning to worry about our games. but we`ll do well..rite?

stuck doing this chem assignment..why did i choose selenium?

blink182 rawks!! im in lurrve with their new album!!

aahhh..thank god for shopping!!haha..its a little early lar..but me and ren went to bugis to shop for gifts for our valentines!! haha..clarion followed also..hmmx. im a bit confused on whether shes still one of my valentines. o.O anyways, today was only a part of our shopping. will do more later after cny! and i like gotta take hep B injection? bleaghs-

and finally..got a break from netball..some sort. no training till sat. haha..but not sure if prcs will come to dmn or what.

everybody!! must be happy. so in order to make yal smile, i decided to post up this! dont mind me..im just in a retarded mood today. =]

long hectic weekend..haha. not that long maybe. kinda fun. sat trained at kallang..quite lax. =] had fun..and coach let us off early..early. haha. was all surprised. then went out..got home like 11..sun also had training. but at bedok. wouldnt say the training was terrible, it was okay lar. small aisyah's parents came to pick her up and her bro is so cute. with the big eyes and long lashes. seems guys always get the nicer lashes. o.O

haha..monday. just another day in school. was supposed to train but it rained like it never rained before mann. ended up doing homework till 4plus, after which coach talked to us lots. was a good thing cause she touched on some topics and was still joking with us a bit. laughing and all..haha. esp. bout next training! clarion go and say if prcs comes to dmn on sat we can "help them improve their skills". woah- everybody was laughing like mad..haha. but lets see..maybe theyll come down. =]

so glad i finished off all homework. which means..no work for cny! cept that chem project of our pet element, blah blah. just now mr.teo talked to us damn long. netball stuff lar..then went bowling. long time since we all went so was quite refreshing.

and tomorrow, after school shall go shopping for gifts! haha. my whole group in class is going crazy. valentine this valentine that. haha..even calling purselves crazies5 or something. haha..lame yeah. but it beats the hell outta sleeping in class, listening to boring teachers droning on and on.

mann..fell asleep. and when i woke up missed calls from netball ppl. get to rest today but tomorrow and sunday im gonna die. aiz-

skipped sch today..mc. was more like a excuse to send my cousins off at the airport really. wondering if i should go down to bedok later..mum is nagging and telling me not to go. but..i dunno.

game at kallang yest was okay...dad called mr teo asking him dont lemme play. then mr teo ask me tell coach that and when i did, she was like "now you tell me..i dont care..youre gonna be playing" and shit did i screw up. bleaghs- and dammit, netball on fri sat and sunday.aiz- so stressed out all cause of e-zone.

afterwards, went to marina bay direct..met parents and cousins all for dinner. so stupid. im so odd cause im there in school u! haha..but was fun lar..totally stuffed myself.

anyways..today, went to watch cheaper by the dozen with reno, chicken and shiela. haha..the whole damn cast is like really cute and all..a really nice movie..make me wish even more harder that i wasnt an only child..

im sick im sick im sick..

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makes sense doesnt it? since im foreign and all..haha.

finally some free time..haha..been having fun for the last few days.

sat went sentosa with cousins..haha..so fun. long time never go lor. then sunday was more busy. couldnt sleep in cause planned to go jamming with musa and his so-called band. hahha..it was fun lar. but a bit lame. dyn and i were like, dont dare to playcause they all so pro then we all just beginner so malu. haha..but it was nice to hear them play lar..afterwards went shopping. parents are right, i got too much clothes/shoes that i use once and after that, just throw one side.

but not that i mind lar..haha. saw this nike shoe..think i should get it cause my current shoe, its soles are getting flat and e-zones are just around the corner. i dont wanna be slipping and sliding throughout games!

anyways, as for school. what can i say. only the beginning of the year and its gettin worse..more and more stress. im already getting confused in a maths and i keep mixing up a and e maths. other subjects, i havent bothered to read through so i only know what i heard in class...bleaghs- i miss sec1.

oh yeah..forgot to add more stuff..im vice captain for discoverers! haha..then ms cheong allow me to choose captain..but yet to choose lar.

then..mr wong got volkswagon beetle!! so cute the car..blue colour some more. ms siti was saying that she jealous. haha..

hole in my hand. literally..was back pedalling for a ball and i tripped over mardhiah's leg..feel on ass and hands. honestly, ass hurt more. but the thing was skin from palm like came off and was hanging on one end..aisah went and clipped it off. bleaghs- disgusting..

then now..my house dont have antiseptic or anything lor. if get infected i die. for some reason today coach pms again lar. but she finally read out the team. i got in..so did renaeus. i dunno if im happy or sad. on one hand, my year of training isnt wasted..on the other, it only means more training.. dunno lar..will just wait and see..

coach actually wanted us to have physical tomorrow..but i cant. taking cousins all go sentosa! haha..after all..they only got like another few more days in sg. so i wont be going and the rest can enjoy physical. haha..

so for the past few days blogger was like really screwed.

anyways..2more weeks to e-zone and it's really getting to everyone. you can really feel it. before training, we're all studying and then crapping. but once we start training, can feel the stress. and then coach will shout. and mr teo will have that disappointed face..and so will ms siti and we'll all feel terrible.

just yesterday, coach walked off again. mr teo blew his top. shouted at us..slammed the ball at us when he was playing with us. after which he refused to talk to us. just stormed off to his car, threw his shirt in, slammed the door and sped off.

how much more can we take?

training sucked!! bleaghs- coach "walked out" on us..like it never happened before. seems we wont ever be good enough for her. but heck..as usual, after like a minute of disappointment, we were back to being crappy. also another old thing lar horx..

hmmx..yest went to escape..haha. first watched school of rock. that's suxh a cool movie! haha..while watching, i was like woah- jaw-dropping mann. zach played the guitar so cool. the girl playing bass too..and seeing all the kids play music like that? oh mann..i feel like watching again..haha. after movie, like rushed all the way to escape to meet dyn. was me, my 4 cousins and dyn. after a while, aqil also joined us. haha..somebody enjoyed our screamings a lot. =]

today school was like okay lor. better then i expected. other than form cher, others seem pretty nice and fun. =] even chinese cher..haha. i like bio!! and carrie i think going 3b. sick!!i wanna go. think dedrick wanted to come 3a then mrs neo ask who wanna go 3b carrie raise her hand..i didnt know she asking mann..if not i would have volunteered too. then could have stayed with dyn.

life is so unfair..first embarassed ourselves [syid and me] doing the speech..hand was shaking like mad.. bleaghs- then find out ncc air this year got girls unit!!not fair..not saying dont have fun in nebtall but ncc air is so much MORE fun!! sadded mann. and the sickeningly ungrateful sec1s..most of their senior girls before them wanted to join ncc air and they get a chance to join, only 14 recruited. they needed at least 20 but mr ghan allowed the girls unit to exist!!!!not not not fair..

but the fairer things? finally finally finally saw mr teo's baby..mann..he's so so so cute! i held him and he like wanna cry..so tiny..3months old only..haha..cannot stop talking about him lor..ian..so cute!!!!!!

hey! it just occurred to me! no more uraina.. =[ sadded. aiz- she's at tkss..but we got girl from tkss come here also...also in netball..melysa..dunno how to spell. but pronounced "mer-lai-sa". she c div lor. but she play damn pro lehz. haha..i like..

ok..havent touched my computer in days! finally i actually have time to sit down, relax and start typing an entry.

let me start with...sec1 camp!! bleaghs- torturous i tell yal. so so so so sickening! when we started, it was okay..except that almost every parent stayed till the ice breakers lidat. what does that imply? pampered!! jeez- afterwards..tentpitching blah blah..helped din with quartermaster stuff for tents and all. field cooking was on first day and curses to the sec1s! mann..after eating, they like dunno how to clear their own plates lor..sink got choked with all their rice and baked beans and even bones! bleaghs- since im food&beverage dept had to clear up after them..had a really late lunch and i had to join netballers in training..for a while lar.

afterwards, slacked till dinner..and back to clearing! mui hia talked to kitchen dept say we doing lousy job and all.aiz- had night activity but i had to clear up so..no fun at all lor. mann..campers were damn slow and we were really really delayed. and i kenna sentry duty but luckily was the first shift. since we were delayed..first/second shift did sentry together and we just crapped lor. haha..was spending the 1hr massagin din. and slacking.

2nd day..orientation sucked..a girl from my group got injured lor. had to be sent hospital for x-ray..but today i saw her and she told me she was okay. i like my group the guys..they actually have fun lor..while walking i askthem cheer, only the guys cheer..the girls just shut up roll eyes and stroll.aiz- got fed up let them do whatever lor..got to school, prepared for orientation nite. really sucky. parents also all got that attitude face no wonders kids also lidat lar. mann..was stuck with duty to serve refreshments to parents so watched the show from downstairs..was quite fun lar.. got home round 11.30..when i told dad got training next day, he suddenly burst out and was like "u are not going for training! i'll call mr teo."

so i skipped training. afternoon, went out with dyn and sher. shopping. dyn and me wanna go back to far east..got some really really nice stuff we wanna get. =] then at night..met cousins and we went downtown east. they arrived in sg while i was still at camp..intended to stay till 4am lor..but youngest one sleepy..so everybody went home. but we managed to stay till 1am lidat lar..haha. they were some guys there and we just formed that line..forgot what its called..and we were squeezing through the crowd jumping away..haha. lost count of how many people's feet i stepped on lor..haha..

thurs..slpet almost all morning..and went swimming all day!!haha. tried "water ballet"..its fun! haha..then today lar..school started. i was like, never wear tie, never bring nametag, never bring report book..but i still got nominated for chairperson. haha..my class sucks lor. i dont like it. boring. im seriously considering that if i cant get interested in the teachers/topics this coming week, i'll drop!!

form teacher damn boring lor. naggy as heck..i think mr peters is better. oh yeah..me and carrie also asked mr peters if we could take lit even though we in pure sciences class lor. i want my lit!!!! aiz- guys looked weird..haha. but some looked damn cute cuz they like very short then wear long pants. haha. then first day of school got training mann..another selection..keep feeling like i wont get in lor. heck lar..tomorrow cca walk/orientation..will have to talk to sec1s..the netball powerpoint is damn embarassing i heard. me and syid are so gonna embarass ourselves.

aiz- we're upper sec already!!jeez- just now, mrs neo/mr bernard talking to us, and they referring to "sec3s", we [as in syid, ren, dyn we all] kept forgetting we are the sec3s. when we first came to dunman, "we looked funny, we walked funny. and we built cocoons around ourselves, not opening up much to others. and soon, we made friends, lost friends..and we only got 2more years in secondary school left..transformations arent easy.."