woah- went to the beach with dyn just now. somehow we went there at the perfect time. the sun was hiding and there were clouds gathering on one side so the sea was like half silvery white, half greyish blue. so beuatiful..we wasted time there eating, talking crapp and writing on the sand. haha. the clouds really started rolling in so we headed back to downtown east. didn`t feel like waiting for the rain to subside so we ran through the rain to the bus stop. haha. so fun..

i got myself khaki cargo pants, like finally. past few days, the thought of becoming a butch has crossed my mind. haha. maybe that`s why i`ve been getting more baggy clothes lately.. and i`m bloody clumsy. haha. i dropped the new watch i just got like yesterday and the glass cracked. wasted~

and like i said, i`m not sad that today was the last day of school. i`m glad. now i can hardly wait to fly off on 4nov. sweet anticipation. haha. training today was..SLACKED. or maybe it can`t be called slacking. haha. after sprints, i showed coach some of our photocopied report book slips and she went on to see everybody`s report book one by one. stood there for like an hour plus. after which, coach ask us go atrium and she explained how she was selecting and all. in short, after warm up and sprints, we didn`t train. haha. good thing anyways, the sun was a killer.

ah heck, imma go training tomorrow despite what my dad says. training is during school hours anyways..so not much diff right.?

anyways, we went to that satellite station thingy today! woah- the place very little things to see but still, it was cool. guess we all think that only 'cause we got to climb up the satellite dish thingy. the view was amazing. but missed the eldds performances of merchant of venice. the guys looked pretty cool, with the drawn-on moustaches and all. haha. after that went to tm to get a button-up shirt. haha. but too bad was too big. but luckily got shereen to exchange for me tomorrow while i`m training. thanks girl. =]

hmmx..aishah 2b says she`ll give me the notes from the guitar ensemble. haha..least i`ll have something to play.

handed in the form for next year subject combination today. really decided that if i can`t cope with pure sciences then i`ll drop. it just dawned on me that my most horrible year of school[in terms of classmates] is gonna end tomorrow. =] i just didn`t fit in 2a.

wtf larr!! am so pissed off at my dad. spoilt my happy mood only. i was happy that i improved, level position went up, and i got selected, even though imma be away for a month! coach said i would still get a fair chance to prove myself when i get back. i was so happy.

but dunno why, dad suddenly calls me and he`s like "7 already, where have you been?" and i told him it`s wednesday, got training. and he`s saying "didn`t i tell you not to go for trainings anymore?" like WTF?? since when?? i`m sure i could`ve remembered something as big as that! and why not train? argh-

Your IQ score is 124

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. Your IQ score is scientifically accurate.

During the test, you answered four different types of questions — mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We analyzed how you did on each of those questions which reveals how your brain uniquely works.

We also compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician.

This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.


haha..is IQ of 124 like, high? haha..

bowling!! haha..should go again soon..for the first time ever, i flung the ball backwards..haha. but it was for the sake of fun lar. haha.

anyways, didn`t get back report book. argh- i wanna know my level pos.!! we had the post exam thingy and when it was done, found out peters went home. on top of that, he made a mistake in lit marks so couldn`t collect the report books. =/ sickening mann..

was having a few conversations just now and a thought crossed my mind. some feelings just don`t change..or so they?

haha..man oh man oh man..i`m so retarded. haha. oliver james!! =]

anyways, woah- yesterday me and dyn went to some carpark sale near expo. ossia building or what. haha. got myself a puma shoe..but i really liked another nike sports shoe! argh- pity i knew if i bought that, i`d get a helluva scolding from my parents. and this time, it`s not as if i can say "i`ll save up to get it" 'cause yesterday was the last day! -bLeaGhs- then we went tm.

halfway coach called, she`s really seriously considering each and every one of us for the team. *cRossEs finGeRs* anyways, i finally got my guitar case!! w0oho0o~ haha. and i changed the guitar strings and tuned it too. can start playing it again soon. =] on the way home, saw judith. haha. then we went swimming! haha. missed how during the exam period, dyn came swimmings lots. now, there isn`t much time, with netball and all.

today, had training. coach procrastinated again. says will only tell us the team on wednesday. honestly, i`m very worried. as it is, i`m scared i won`t get onto the team, futhermore, imma leave for nepal for a month. do i still stand a chance to get onto the team? =/

scared. really. and still sick. seems my nose has an endless suply of mucus! -_-

Oliver James - Long Time Coming://

Everybody wants to be loved
Every once in a while
We all need someone to hold onto
Just like a helpless child, yeah
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know it's alright

It's been a long time coming
Down this road
And now I know
What I've been waitin' for
And like a lonely highway
I'm tryin' to get home
Ooo, love's been a long time comin'

You can love for a lifetime
You can love for a day
You can think you've got everything
But everything is nothing
When you throw it away, yeah
Then look in my eyes
And I have it all once again

It's been a long time comin'
Down this road
And now I know
What I've been waitin' for
It's like a lonely highway
I'm tryin' to get home
Ooo, love's been a long time comin'

Didn't know I was lost
Til you found me, uh huh
Didn't know I was blind
But now I see

Can you whisper in my ear?
Let me know it's alright

It's been a long time comin'
Down this road
And now I know
What I've been searchin' for
Oooh, been a long long highway
And now I see
Ooo, love's been a long time
Oooh been a long time
Love's been a long time comin'

after so long..the new template is done! the title itself explains a few things lar horx. but only if YoU bothered to notice since YoU`ve been "missing" lately. i like it..very girly too.and i like the song. but i want that ad thingy! the whole thing looks too..high?

mann..coach is keeping us in suspense? says she`ll only tell us the team during monday`s training. getting paranoid..visited dewi at changi general hospital. so poor thing..there`s like a needle sticking through her wrist? =/ it`s scary. freaked syida out at the toilet. haha. the boody place is like so..empty. and with the lights out, the corridor was real spooky. haha. but whatever, it`s an accomplishment to make syida scream.

anyways, called ian to tell him not goin bbq. aawww~ but then i would be extra, right? so heck lar. my cow couldn`t go, reno couldn`t either. but forget it.

hey ya by outkast is such a great song. haha.

went to luch at my dad`s friend place. woah- indian food. sedap sial..haha. seriously. while the adults were talking, i played with the 8 month old baby..very cute! haha. we only stayed there a while lar. after which, parents dropped me off and i went out.

first walked around tm a bit. boring place. -bLeaGhz- then went to have "dinner" at changi village. not really dinner lar..didn`t even finish the plate of tahu goreng. then walked along the beach, got myself wet. haha.

happy deepavali to all! haha.

anyways, selection tomorrow. nervous. i scared i screw up. =/ then maybe afternoon go swimming and at night..ian`s bbq! =]

after blogging yesterday, i told my dad my results. not the reaction i expected. haha. he was like "oh..nevermind about your results." really made me heave a huge sigh of relief and begin to realise and appreciate my parents. they may be really heck care a lot of times, but when they know i`m stressed enough already, they know just how to make me feel better.

my appreciation for them was further increased when my mum told me all her stories last night...stories all about her past when she was a student. she had to go through a tough time, especially when her mum, my grandmum, died when my mum was 10. it`s scary to know that the death was "unnatural". =/ but somehow, my mum pulled through. she furthered her studies and all. studied POA and got a degree. and now, she`s surviving just fine. just like my dad. limited studying opportunities but doing well now.

my mum consoled me a lot yesterday and i`m really grateful for that. =]

anyways, today, during reading period, principle [or is it principal?] gave us sec2s a talk on our streaming. she went into details to explain next year`s class combinations and i`m really freaked out already. she said some students just scrape through pure sciences when they could haven gotten a1s in combined sciences. kept me thinking "what if i make the wrong choice and it ruins my life?" and 'cause the streaming is basically depending on overall average, elroy was desperate to get more marks for his art, his only dependable subject. he talked to ms fudlana and mr zul for an hour or so and still, he didn`t get his marks. =/

and i do not wanna go 3a. argh~ sure, it`s a smart class, i can make it there. but for god`s sake, i so do not fit into an a class!! it`s just not me. and another thing, how come first few classes can`t opt to take POA? it`d be so much easier for me since my mum is an accountant? *siGhs*

anyways, overall for my chinese, i got 58. ha! another wasted year. i should have gotten 60. but hey, i`m improving.

hey baby, you suck!
you suck so much
i hate yer!
you suck!
yer bitch~

haha..syid made it up and it`s nice? haha..must know the tune then it`ll be great. sickening girl. yesterday training, made me sprain my finger somehow when she was defending me. woke up to find it blue black and found myself sufferring from a stuffy nose. flu. -bLeaGhs- just now during assembly and stuff, syid and i drew on my sprained finger since i wrapped it with tape? haha. made a witch outta my little finger. haha. lamers what, what to expect, right?

okay..back. depression about sci still. how could i? this damned paper is making me so stressed out!! somebody saaaaaave meeee. think depression made me eat way faster than usual. aaahhhh. *sLapS seLf* -stop it!!

get over it. what`s done cannot be undone. it`s pointless crying over spilt milk..said my mum. wonder how dad`s gonna react.

i may be going crazy. best distraction, training. can`t believe i`m so relieved i had training. it`s amazing what netball does to me. was another selection today and it felt greeaatt to finally play a proper netball game again. but the selection, i`m beginning to wonder if i can get on the team. i mean like coach stresses on our attendance of trainings. but i`m like gonna be away for a month? will i still stand a chance to get into main team?

now i`m beginning to think distractions ain`t much use to me anymore. always some trouble somewhere! maybe sleep will help...

mann..today was the worst of my days. *siGhs* we got back the rest of the results and i have to say, i`m disappointed as heck!!

at first, the day was pretty okay. added marks to eng, confirmed and all, blah blah. until geog lesson. jeez- as unlucky as i am, i missed the bloody a1 by 1 freaking mark! aaahhh. but that wasn`t the worst lar horx. i never planned on taking geog next year anyways. sci is what totally killed me.

sickening!! missed b3 by 1 mark? ahh..if it were a clean b3, like 62 or something i`d be glad i didn`t het c. but fuck it lar. i just had to miss it by 1 mark. checked, turns out the fucking marker gave me extra mark. told mr yeo. thank god he`s nice, decided to just gimme that 1 mark. and that still left me with a bloody 64. couldn`t help myself and i started crying. that`s like so not me! went to syid and i cried even harder. i`m really really worried that i can`t get into science class. how how how?

i dunno why i`m suddenly letting myself get so worked up over grades. but how would you feel if for almost all your subjects, the good grades were so close but yet so far? why can`t the days when i didn`t give a shit about grades come back to me?

dinner..*siGhs* sadded.

Though astronomers say,
it's an awful long way,
from here to the moon,
I would go there on my honeymoon,
if you were my girl...
Far away from the crowd,
we could live on a cloud,
a castle in air,
It would be a storybook affair,
if you were my girl...
If you'd like some ice cream,
from the milky way,
I would shinny up the moonbeam,
an' bring you a rainbow parfait...
Just a sailin' along,
on the wings of a song,
with you by my side,
life would be a rolly coaster ride,
if you were my girl...
I would go there on my honeymoon,
if you were my girl...
It would be a storybook affair,
if you were my girl...
If you'd like some ice cream,
from the milky way,
I would shinny up the moonbeam,
an' bring you a rainbow parfait...
Just a sailin' along,
on the wings of a song,
with you by my side,
life would be a rolly coaster ride,
if you were my girl...
if you were my girl...
if you were my girl...

haha. dunno where i heard the song before. i just know i been meaning to find its lyrics for a long time. finally found.

yeah baby! haha. i got b3 for my chinese!! haha. and there`s still the comprehension to check. who knows, maybe i can get pushed up to a2. =] think this is one of my good days.

eng/lit as usual was okay lar. then chinese was way better than expected. got back maths and d&t also. i seriously hate my class. all the stupid smartasses. even though i got like 84 for d&t, most people got like 85-95 that range. smarrt. haha. maths was a real disappointment. i think it was for a lot of people. =/ dad was like "woah- 71 only? so pathetic?"

anyways, tomorrow training again. note to self: must be serious! must help keep team under control if necessary! must put in 100%!

feeling much much much better than just now. just now, i was feeling so low, i forgot to mention.. clarion cut her hair!! haha..now reminds me a lot of the yanyan from holland v. haha.

a while ago, i talked to my dad on the phone. and he`s letting me choose which company i wanna fly with. i chose thai 'cause can fly on the boeing777! for me, that`s like the coolest plane around! haha. big, spacious, and it`s 2 storeys. =] from sg, a transit at bangkok for about an hour before flying all the way to nepal. haha. can hardly wait.

eurgh~ feeling so mood swing-y again. plus i`m starving. a hungry woman is an angry woman.

sickening sickening sickening. i might as well have told my parents i had a normal school day today, not a holiday. *siGhs* a day flew past, just like that.

got to school, let juniors try on jersey. that was like 7. then during the training, coach was kinda slack, until the point of time when she was looking after juniors then left us to ourselves. we weren`t serious, not concentrating, so on and so forth... *siGhs* coach got pissed. scolded us from 12.30 like that till 2? =/ so sadded. it`s like, this isn`t the first time we made her so angry. and she was threatening to walk out on us.

also said we might as well just host and not take part in e-zone. and because as captains, we didn`t do much, kenna pumping. really a terrible day. basically we were one big disappointment today. *siGhs*

was like normal school day. 7am to 2pm and heck loads of scolding. was exactly like a monday, just without other students. so much for "marking day".

woah- more shopping today! haha. basketball shorts..plus sandals. haha. i think dad`s getting sick of my going out and coming home with a plastic bag of new stuff almost everyday. haha. =P

just now the game at bedok was way cool. if only we could play like that. not the first game thailand vs. sri lanka mind you, but the sg vs malaysia one. both teams damn good and it was a great match. i`m so amazed at how they can be so good. and relecting on the game, i think that kind of standard is what coach has expectations of. -stop youself girl! i`m being obsessive about netball again. arrgh-

finally plucked up the courage to inform coach that i`m gonna be away for a month during the holidays..from the looks of it, she`s not happy about it. "i`m sure you won`t be able to find a netball court in nepal, you better keep your fitness up!"

anyways, reno is sick. haha. poor girl. but sickening lar. she`s gonna skip training tomorrow and school on tuesday. i`m still thinking of the arsehole!!

just got home and..vjc so rocks! it`s so nice!! i wanna go there. finally i found a motivation to actually study hard.! =] we got there quite late so couldn`t stay there for long..but we got to see the air rifle club. and we fired rifles!! i actually mangaed to hit the target. haha..i wanna go there. =] it`s so so so so cool. haha.

k..enough about vjc, i still got another 2 more years to go. after vjc went to parkway. i bought this nice grey/navy long sleeved nike shirt! very nice..dunno why nowadays i keep looking at either sleevless or long/3quarter sleeved shirts..

then the netball game at bedok was kinda boring. *yawn* malaysia thrashed sri lanka in the first quarter 20over to 9 or something. it was boring. second game also boring. sg thrash thailand by like 50points. not much excitement. during one of the break, pei xian and i went to run at the track. woah- long time never run in open air. =] then we saw sg captain, gabby`s husband and daughter. the daughter was soo cute. just a toddler. haha. her cheeks are damn rosy so cute. haha. finally met ms chan again too.

after that, me, ren, shing ee, long xin, ling xin, lee shyuan and chiew ching go play basketball at ren house there. played in the dark 'cause lights out already. after that, i got home to a pleasant surprise. parents bought me a few basketball jerseys. haha. now i need to get more shorts.

think tomorrow we gonna watch the games again. then basketball again. haha. so fun. =] then maybe early in the morning, if i can wake up, maybe we all gather go mr teo house see ian! haha. but first, we must go get that small tiny nike shoes. =] all these has been great distraction for me. =] but by tomorrow afternoon, i don`t need any more distractions to stop myself from thinking about some arsehole. haha.

oh crapp. so confusing!! turns out must go for netball matches on both days.. *siGhs* it`s always like this. communication among the whole netball squad is so weak. it`s like there`ll always be last minute changes and surely somebody will not be informed somehow. sickening.

anyways..gotta get ready soon. we`ll probably just go see vjc open house till 3..we`ll figure out something to do till to night`s game... =/

a pretty interesting story about advertising..haha.

An elephant met a lion in the jungle and asked, "Why do you roar so much?"

"I am king of the beasts," said the lion, "and i roar to advertise that fact."

A rabbit overheard this exchange and was duly impressed. The next day, the same rabbit encountered a fox and he decided to try the lion`s strategy. Unfortunately, when he tried to roar, all that came out was a tiny squeak. The squeak attracted the attention of the fox and the fox immediately pounced on the rabbit and ate him.

The moral of the story?
Clearly, it does not pay to advertise unless you have the goods.

haha.kinda lame but really true also.

thank god my com`s got its automatic updates thing. finally, its not lagging like heck.

hmmx..yesterday after listening, we wanted to go eat. while walking out the side gate, i noticed something. we`re like so drifting apart. =/ but then again, maybe it`s our fault...

watched matchstick men yesterday. nice movie. haha. then today was supposed to watch the rundown but we decided to watch the italian job instead. aahhh~ so wasted! haha. a real cute guy went to watch the rundown. haha. throughout the movie, we were making noise. haha. saw some guys near us kept giving us that irritated look. haha. next movie: rundown or maybe intolerable cruelty.

he`s gone. temporarily.

tomorrow, i think ren and i will be going to vjc open house. haha. for the fun of it. after that, later in the evening 6plus got game at bedok sports hall. international friendly. coach ask us go watch.

my precious com. right where i left it without touching it for 2 days. quite a lot happened these 2 days..i`ve noticed quite a major change that`s occuring now.

but..can`t talk about it now. damned art exam is tomorrow and i can`t find my freaking PAINTBRUSHES!!

squash. =] haha. another introduction of a whole new sport by my dad again. first he got me temporarily obsessed about running, in primary school. then i discovered netball on my own. next, dad took me golfing. haha. was obsessed about it for a while too. next, he persistently ask me go swim, and with dyn`s persistency also, got obsessed with swimming. now that i can`t swim [at least not this week], dad intro me to squash. haha. real good exercise. felt like i just finished training, just without the sun. =]

haha..dewi very cute. finally met her again today after like...many many months.? me, ren and clarion waited for her till 2 like that. then we had lunch at pizza hut. dewi can pass off as student mann. haha. she`s so small.. =] then took neoprint. wrote over our faces then ren go write lamer, point to clarion. must post that up..must get my scanner working!

the maths paper was crapp. kinda lost faith in my maths. think can score in d&t. tomorrow..holiday. haha. poor home ec peeps. then left listening and art.

i`m feeling very lame. =] found out netball gonna start training like..monday. kinda having mixed feelings but heck lar..i missed it. haha. somehow ren influencing me to send cards this christmas. i must try. got nothing better to do anyways.

cleared tb..added shereen`s link.

it`s not broke anymore actually. =] all fixed. but anyways, can forget about going swimming already. *siGhs*

aaaahhh..!! i can`t believe my freakin luck.! how could it happen? =/ just like that [*sNaps fiNgeRs*] it broke! so sadded mann. i shouldn`t anyhow declare things to be my lucky charm. something bad is bound to happen! it`s happened over and over again..so why haven`t i learnt my lesson?? *teAr*

-sighs.- a million sighs.

anyways..the science paper very crapp lar. i no confidence already. always rushing when it comes to science. and my hand was all cramped up from all the scribbling. it didn`t help that i only read through briefly last night. like this how to take triple science next year?!

lucky after school went to eat and all. least that was something good about today. ate then dyn, me and syid went to play at pasir ris park the playground.

i miss arwan!! haha. long time never seen him already. and it`s all because i shifted house. i miss my old house too...

last night, my parents were watching this movie about some woman travelling trough afghanistan. titled "kandahar". i only caught bits and pieces of the movie but seeing those bits and pieces were heartwrenching enough. =/ i saw the scenes where the students were taught about guns in school, forced to memorise what a gun could do to human flesh.

and the women there are so poor thing, wearing the burkha or whatever all their lives. even when going for a medical check-up, the doctor wouldn`t talk to the female patients directly. the patients would bring their son or husband to talk for them. and the check-up was conducted through a hole! so poor thing!

and all those people who accidentally had their limbs blown up by mines. they struggle just to get to a red cross base and they wait for more than a year to get fake legs.

it`s so scary how they have to live their lives in fear everyday. =/ just reminds me of one of my prvious posts when i read some of emails sent to my uncle by his friend in iraq about the no-sign-of-explosion-rarity.

how can the world be such a beautiful and such an evil and ugly place, all at the same time?

cramming!! sickening. i think i hate science.

wanted to study at 4 but i fell asleep till 7+. now i can`t get anything into my head. frustrated as heck!

my mum seems to think i`m like a life sized barbie for her to dress up. haha..it`s really cute..but sometimes she gets stuff that i will probably never ever wear/use. example..halter tops. =/ and just 5 min ago, she was putting hair clips on me. haha. i should be glad that my mum is so different/fun and guess what? i am. *gRinS*

always reminds me how people say that i look so much like my mother when i smile and laugh. it`s just that we`re black and white versions of each other. haha.

thinking of him..

he makes me nervous and so comfortable, both at once. he`s always concerned about what`s happening to me and how i feel. and it`s never forced, like he remembers that i want him to and he`s supposed to care. i like it that our attachment is slow but steady. almost as if he wants to slowly analyse me before bringing out the best in me. it`s scary that my feelings deepen every day since i became so close to him. "so close..too close?"

i don`t think i ever want to change this.

maybe i`m being a bore but i can`t help feeling so blessed today.. =]

A friend is a treasure
A friend is someone we turn to
When our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
For our friendship is a gift,
A friend is someone who fills our lives
With beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the world we live in
A better and happier place.

U2 - The Sweetest Thing

My love throws me like a rubber ball
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
She won't catch me or break my fall
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this I'm a rain cloud
You know she likes a dry kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing

I'm losing you
I'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing

I wanted to run but she made me crawl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire, she turned me to straw
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You know I got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
This is a blind kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing

I'm losing you
Oh oh oh, I'm losing you
Ain't love the sweetest thing

Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up but you still see the tear
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this I'm a rain cloud
Ours is a stormy kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing

haha..had fun today. walked a lot. haha. then smiled lots today..k lar..that`s all.. =]

a tale as old as time
true as it can be
barely even friends
then somebody bends
unexpectedly
just a little change
small to say the least
both a little scared
not a one prepared..

eeyerx- what crapp! the energy that band is so FAKE! -bLEaGhz- just heard their version of that song "knock-out" and oh, sooo shocking, it`s in chinese. *shUddeRs & roLLs eYeS*

feeling so sleeeepy~

geog sucks. all i can say.

haha. went swimming with the girls again. =] but first, we went pizza hut. 6 of us..ren, syid, dyn, me, shereen, lati.. reno so poor thing. haha. friday vegetarian. she just had ice cream and then watched the rest of us eat.. haha. owe her. then swimming. haha. shereen and her tan. so obsessed about it. haha. =P finally learnt to swim properly, without drowning. haha.

saw judith just now..haha. she wave till like very excited to see me lidat. haha. very cute. =]

hmmx..like nothing special lar. suddenly clarion so hardworking..wants somebody follow her go study tomorrow. haha. ah crapp! got another trojan in my com..so sickening! *siGhs* am very bored lar!!!!!

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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aahhh.. i so lazeee to study for geography! 48 chapters..sickening. why must geog be a blardie modular subject!

hahar. we went swimming again.! just dyn and me. woah- 1pm. pool empty. water refreshing so cool. =]

purposely went into the water when it was freakkin hot. i missed my tan.. =] haha. when we came out really got tan lines. so fun. long time never see them. haha.

the swim was sort of like a de-stresser for maths. *siGhs* lost a lot of marks already. so..lack of time! after the maths paper, sarah came out crying. =/ scaree..hopefully paper2 easier. lit was much easier than expected, just that the time was limited also. the first page of my lit paper was so neat. but behind it all were scribbles..haha. got geog tomorrow..but lazee to study lar. always sucked at geog anyways.

been so tired lately.. woke up this morning to realise that i`ve been following a same boring routine. so not my style. wake up, go school, come home, study, eat, sleep. maybe that`s why i wasted tempted to swim today. maybe tomorrow wanna go out de-stress again.

anyways..nothing else much lar.

oh yeah..haha. i can play the mission impossible theme song and intro to "in the end" on the guitar! haha. =]

chinese paper today..woah- lucky i studied. think i`ll be able to scrape through with say... 53/100.? that`s what i think lar..

again been another day of mugging at home. =/ had lunch while talking crapp with dyn, syid and shereen..haha. got home..and i fell asleep while studying literature. aaahhh~ can die mann. i used to think i wanna go to 3c next year 'cause of lit. but the common test made me think twice..still wondering if i dare to take up lit. maths another one.. thank god not testing on trigo. can`t remember a thing.

anyways..wanted to go running just now..but circumstances [like lazeeee-ness] wouldn`t allow. =P haha. had pizza for diner. =] i miss netball.! just another week till exams end and can train again. beep test~

then once holidays begin, i`ll be flying off to nepal. haha. *gRinS*

updated links..hmmx..some sort of fixed tagboard.? aiyerx- lazy to work on it some more..rather go sleep.. =P later-

ikmal`s birthday today.. he one day younger than me! =) next month davis..and cleo..and shereen..and buk.

spent all morning before recess crapping and half sleep-walking. haha. in class was sleepy as heck. had to go toilet to wash my face. in the toilet, me, shereen and zahirah saw this one girl from 2i. and she`s really very crapp. everytime we [maybe just me] happen to see her, she`s always either crying or about to cry or her nose and eyes red red one.. =/ always..

anyways. been studying chinese since i got home while stuffing myself with ferrero rocher. =] thank god only testing on the 2nd semester book. studied some sort lar. just hoping i pass it tomorrow.

hmmx..i was just playin with my guitar..daydreaming. and then i saw someone`s nick online. and a lot of memories came flooding back. coincidentally enough, this morning in school, shereen was showing me some photographs she had and he was in it. i have to say..he is rather photogenic...

oh yeah..just came to mind. ian teo.. =] the name so cute!! can`t wait to see the baby! haha. gonna get the tiny adidas shoes for him. =P

all smiley today!! =] hahar..didn`t think so many people would remember my birthday. heEz* natalie was real nice..she said she got me a present just 'cause we share same birthday. aawww~ i really owe her mann..

got cushion..bracelet..guitar. lotsa chocolates! =] a dream birthday ehz. haha.

after school, i had to like drrraaggg the presents home. thank god dyn and shereen follwed me home. my mum was home and she says shereen also like very sweet. haha. shereen..flattered.? =P haha. after that, went for lunch at white sands. bought khakis from giordano. got 20% discount 'cause it`s my birthday. =] haha. met seri and ibni again..

when i got home, i found out my mum can play the guitar! haha. i spent a lot of time listening to her play. she play all the oldies songs. haha. but really nice. she told me to blanjah those people like lati, buk, aqil, shereen, dyn, syid..so i guess i will. =]

been playin with my guitar since just now already. [feels so good to say my guitar. haha.] some of the notes for "if we hold on together" is coming back to me. =]

i owe somebody an apology. seems everytime an outing is planned all, it`s always me who cancels out in the end. was talking to dyn about it and i was feeling guilty. dyn made it worse by emphasizing.. *siGhs* he never reply me lehz.. =/

crapp. just remembered that i forgot to hand in my d&t folio! who0ps~ so excited about my birthday till i forgot! sure kenna scolding tomorrow.

i think this is another good song... =] and i just thought..i think i wanna be an air stewardess when i grow up! haha..

Novaspace - Time After Time

Lying in my bed the clock tick
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories
Time after time

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look
and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching trought windows you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you can look
and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look
and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

Jamelia - Superstar

People always talk about
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
all the things they're all about
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
write it on a piece of paper
got a feeling i'll see you later

[Bridge 1]
there's something 'bout this let's keep it moving
and if it's good let's just get something cooking
coz i really wanna rock with you
i'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(you do you do)

[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)

Baby take a look around
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
everybody's getting down
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
deal with all the problems later
(later)
Bad boys on their best behaviour

[Bridge 2]
there's something 'bout you let's keep it moving
and if it's good let's just get something cooking
coz i really wanna rock with you
i'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(you do you do)

[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)

I like the way you're moving
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
I just get into the groovin' thing
(you just make me wanna play)
if you just put pen to paper
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
got that feeling i'll see you later
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)

Make your move
here.. we get a little closer
you.. rock it just like you're supposed to
and.. boy i aint got nothin' for ya
say.. you just make me wanna play

It makes me feel like this
don't know
gotta be gotta be a superstar
all eyes on you
(you just make me wanna play)

[Chorus x 2]
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)

aaaahhh... i finally finished my workpiece today!! =] haha. pathetic but at least i met the deadline. but i got an extention fer the folio lar. there goes my weekend. taken up by d&t and studies. =/

did d&t with favian again. and then i realised that it`s very lame. ikmal gives me a present on my birthday and the next day i give him a present. might as well buy something for ourselves and not give each other presents. haha.

then just now after d&t played some basketball for a while. it`s been so long since i went under the sun for excercise. p.e doesn`t count, never did. when playing basketball, i couldn`t help but use the netball footwork and all. and then it hit me, it hit me real hard that i miss netball!! *siGhs* never even touched the ball for over a week. so sadded.

halfway heyang joined us and we played some more. so fun. haha. and he blanjah me and ren bbt. ok..maybe he ain`t so bad after all.

anyways, i think i got a new obsession..SUPERSTAR!! =]

finally got the picture from danial... =/ asshole..only know how to insult me. and more pictures have been uploaded.

anyways..just got home from school..doing d&t again. well the good thing is ian and favian are helping me with the forming. bad thing, i gotta help buff favian`s workpiece. lazeee... just now in d&t room, some skin on my finger got scraped off at the sanding machine. haha. the acrylic too small..

but it was cool..haha. skin scraped but no blood. now my finger got a light-coloured circular shape against the naturally extra tanned colour. haha. =P

swimming tomorrow will have to be cancelled i guess. d&t still haven`t finished. i just need to form that damn shape! *siGhs* during p.e all i could think about was "i wanna swim, i wanna swim". last night didn`t join my parents for swimming either 'cause i thought shouldn`t disturb their romantic swim.. =) haha.

hmmx..i wanted to upload some pictures from the netball camp.. and then i remembered aisyah said we cannot share the pictures with anyone else except netballers... -_-

anyways..i`m beginning to wonder: how many people actually read my blog..

forgot to add a long long time ago. davis isn`t angry at us. =]

hmmx..decided i shall work on my template when i actually have lotsa time. really a LOT. which i don`t think will be soon..

anyways..today went swimming again~! haha. really is good to make use of the facilities, especially the pool. =] haha. had the eng paper.. paper1 letter writing a bit difficult. paper2 comprehension i took a long time to understand but there was plenty of time anyways. got my skirt dirrty. =/ spilled mee soto on myself. it felt damn gross. just now i finalli got rid of it using the febreeze or something. now my skirt smells really sweet.. =P

purposely went to lunch at changi village to suan gladyn..to delay swimming. haha. had the nasi lemak there again. ren, syin, dyn and lati bought goreng pisang.. i was broke! =/ walked along changi beach before heading back to avila.

that was like 2plus. after that, immediately went down to swim. me, syid and dyn. ren watched us and lati was alone at my house. halfway, syid and ren wanted to go home so we went back up to my place. funny thing is what ren commented "your house really like hotel". haha. told my mum and she said the place is really designed like a hotel. i guess it`s kinda a good thing lar. it`s almost as if i`m on a holiday everyday. haha. so cool. haha. lati sent ren and syid to the side gate while dyn and me did laps. i can backfloat ler! haha.

lati left for tuition early. i accompanied dyn to white sands to top up her ez-link at the interchange at about 6 lidat.

my birthday`s this coming monday!! bwahaha. isn`t it ironic that you wait for that one day of the year when it`s your birthday so excitedly. and you get really excited especially just about a week or two before the actual date. and when the day comes and goes, you realises it wasn`t much different from any other day. haha.

me and dyn saw some really nice clothes and slippers/sandels. i feel like getting them..haha. maybe i can convince my parents to get them. =/

but then again..my term3 didn`t do so well..2 red marks in my progress report. both class tests though. have yet to show my parents the result slip. =/

amazing..my dad is actually asking me about blogger. about what`s the website and what is it for and how much space i get. haha. cool. =]